yes.. this is my class for this semester.. every sem, there's a different kind of bond within the class.. first sem, close like glue.. always hanging around with each other, shopping for blazers together.. wonderful feeling.. second sem, everyone just indulge in their own project groups, rushing projects, i think i already forgot who was my classmate for that semester.. this sem, although we dunno majority of each other, but as time goes by, everyone seem to be able to bond with each other.. cracking jokes, helping each other with our work, going k-box together.. the feeling is great, but first sem is still the best.

in about another month's time, we are all going to be splited up again.. it's good that i can make more friends, but then friendship with others will fade.. feeling kinda emotional..

desiree and sky has been together secretly for close to one month.. and to think the 4 of us dunno about it.. not even audrey.. feeling happy for them, but sad at the same time.. it's not like i'm jealous of them, i'm just feeling empty in me.. cos everyone around me seem to be having a partner.. and i'm feeling lonely.. i wun seek, i'll only wait.

went touring around sentosa with yixiu and her boyfriend yesterday... they came down to RITS for lunch, then i took them to images of singapore to tour, and we took the cable car out of sentosa.. nice experience, to relax after so much stress from work, and also to join them as they have fun riding the cable car and getting scared by the figures in the images of singapore. but then somehow i felt like i was a super big lightbulb..

there's just so much that i can do, but ppl seem to put me under the everything-also-can-do catagory.. and sometimes i feel flattered, but sometimes i feel bullied..

and then i want to ask everyone a qn, again: am i really that fierce?? yixiu boyfriend say yes. my colleagues say yes. wadeva it is, i am really trying to change.. change my 'fierceness'. well, if i really change, then i think u guys can prepare for a new huiyi.