i only realise that my school work is getting from bad to worse.. i'm at a loss.. i dunno wad i can do to pull myself up.. my mood, my studies, my personal life. including my family..

project dateline is getting close.. and i'm getting real stress.. and it's not helping that there are 24 hours in a day.. and that i only sleep less than 4 hours a day..

however stress and tied up i am, there's always a time for fun right? so that's where the updates come in..

karin's birthday party.. lots of ppl.. lots of nice food.. lots of alcoholic drinks.. and we enjoyed.. in the dark..

went for the ZPOP concert with ailing and eileen.. all thanks to my aunt for sponsoring the tix.. which is actually complimentary for her cos her company is the one of the sponsors.. vanessa also went with her friends.. but at the front of the stage.. in the end we managed to sneak into the front area too.. all thanks to vanessa...

dad came back for 1 week.. and i was really happy.. had a family dinner at parkway parade, where we used to eat the steamboat together as a family in the past.. and i actually apent 10 bucks to rush down for the dinner.. the taxi driver gave me discount.. yeah...

then he fetched me home from work.. and bought some noodles for supper for me.. so nice right.. love him so much...

had an outing with my colleagues from waraku and kelvin.. went to palawan beach to play on a sunday.. and the sun wasn't strong.. but i still got burnt.. quite badly actually.. skin still peeling now.. =( but i really had fun.. swimming in the water.. and the stupid thing is that i knew i was going to the beach but i din bring towel, or extra clothes. nothing.. went to work wet.. haha..

fun aside.. it's time to get on with business.. i seem to have a failing body.. getting aches and pains all over.. feeling tired easily.. not having the drive to do work.. that's bad..

worse of all.. i'm having migrain and i have a really strong feeling that all these pains and dizziness i'm getting now will lead to a super serious bad breakdown of my body in the near future.. when that day comes.. just ignore me..

my sis went for lasik operation yesterday.. was so worried for her that i wasn't concentrating when mr lee was giving his lecture... but glad that everything went well.. sigh.. another thing to be jealous but yet happy at the same time.. cos i have a pretty sister.. something to be proud of.. =)

i'm kinda getting used to the lifestyle now.. travelling to TAS to study.. then rush to work.. then rush for projects at night till wee hours in the morning.. then back to TAS again.. and the cycle runs.. not that i'm complaining.. but just thinking back.. the time when i so strongly said i want to join HTM.... when i thought i chose the wrong course on the first day of orientation.. but come to think of it.. because of friends i have now, i dun regret my decision.. and it's a good thing: cos i dun usually regret doing the things i did..

the sem is coming to an end soon.. i'll buck up.. i really will.. try...