practice dance for grad today.. everything's put in place.. that's a good thing..

got scolded by mgmt for something that's not of my responsibility.. if they had done wad they're suppose to do.. non of these would've happened.. and tmr i've to go and clear up the mess (i.e. the unhappiness of the mgmt) messed up...

sometimes.. it can be nice to just be alone.. having space and peace to think about things... having the time to urself.. relaxing with a cup of hot drink...

had breakfast with my sis on mon and tues.. although it was a rather quiet meal.. i seriously enjoyed the company.. the kind of feeling of having someone by ur side.. and u know that they are there for u.. the sense of security and warmth.. with the cup of hot milo.. love the feeling..

btw.. chk out the size of this dog..

for ur info.. it weighs above 50 kg..

back from flight for about a week or so.. and i've just went through another series of boring training.. it seem boring probably cos flying is a really different lifestyle altogether and it is a real contrast to the days at the training centre...


last week.. met up with the cx clan... went for steamboat dinner at tian tian.. then karaoke (last min plan) at suntec.. din want to go cos i had a test the next morning... but i guess i couldn't resist the temptation of the singing session, and being attentive in class does help afterall..

saturday was spent at mind's cafe with xiu, sha and nelson.. ailing came and join us for dinner and i'm really glad she was willing to join us.. dunno why but always feel guilty when i know she's free and i'm not there for her..

sunday was a post birthday dinner for my mom..

my sister got me a muji cabin bag from narita.. many thousand thanks to her.. the past two days was a breeze going to work.. cos share cab with my sis to training centre.. haha.. no need to squeeze myself up the over crowded bus...

today we finally manage to finish choreograph our dance for our graduation. i think the whole practice this afternoon made me shed 2kg.. haha.. it was really a workout for me man.. but at least i feel more secured.. with the dance movements up..

i'm really sorry to u guys.. for being impatient and all.. somehow it's hard for me to hide my feelings.. esp. when things drag.. i felt so bad.. so bad i actually cried.. i really din mean it.. but it's just me.. i know.. i guess my new batch of friends dun really understand me that well afterall.. kinda disappointing but then again.. i need a lot of courage to trust someone.. and i'm beginning to do so and now.. losing confidence in myself again.. sorry.

back from narita.. but like.. quite lost..

mom was hospitalised.. dad was working... so i got to make my way home on my own.. and spent 15 bucks.. ex.. suppose to go out with mel.. but cos of my mom.. plan disrupted..

and then my roster for my first month's solo is out.. getting excited and nervous for it..

wanted to accompany ailing this morning and be there for her in case of anything.. but i kinda will be extra there.. so end up staying in.. and then send brother to sch.. visit mom.. fetch brother home.. and it's rotting and stoning period of the day.. hate the feeling of being aimless.. not knowing wad to do.. and having a lot of things running through my mind.. making my heart feeling upside down..

btw.. flight to nrt was rather slack.. but i got this LS who came in and start testing me on everything.. but lucky i got nice colleagues who helped me along the way.. and my mentor speaks and moves like my sister!! she even said the exact same sentence as wad my sis said to me before.. freaky.. but i have the 'kinship' feeling which makes me feel better..

met my fellow batchmates at the hotel..

some of my team mates.. the one on my left.. i think she looks like one of the hkg actress.. chai shao fen.. haha..

my super friendly mentor..

btw.. their toilet is really cute.. when u sit on it.. there'll be this censor that will create water sound.. and the purpose is to cover wadever sound that u might produce doing ur business.. haha.. cute..

gonna meet ailing and fu at tamako.. will blog again soon.. tata.

got back from sydney flight yesterday.. flight was not v smooth due to turbulence and all.. and i think i could get used to the working conditions yet.. so was feeling a little nauseous at some point of the flight.. but i'm really lucky to get a good set of crew that will not hesitate to let us know our mistakes and correct us, guide us, and advice us on our work. i myself got a v good mentor and learnt a lot from her..

it was an overnight flight and i arrived in sydney early morning.. cool and wet weather.. and we all walked out of the aircraft in our penguin suit.. haha.. mel came over to my room and shared her unpleasant experience on flight.. my heart ache for her.. jia you okie??

slept for about 4 hours.. then out we went with 2 seniors to a korean restaurant for lunch...

after that, we went to queen victoria building's supermarket for all the goodies on sale.. and walked around for a while before heading back to the hotel..

that's my buddy.. who'll be with me for the next 3 flights.. there really a lot more to learn from the crew and i'm bracing myself for tougher experience.. may i be blessed with the will and determination to strive on.. and do my best for all flights..

i'm very touched and thankful to the taiwan gang for making the effort to come to the airport to send me off for my first flight.. esp ailing.. who came to my house.. help me with my luggage.. follow me through the nervous times as i get ready for the flight.. thanks babe.. love u loads.

i'm still a little bothered by that matter.. esp after the chilling session with ailing just now.. talking about the sudden get together of the different htm ppl.. and then talking about her BGR and mine as well.. oh well..

it gets kinda disheartening at times u know..

the ups and downs of life.. i think i've just started the journey..

met up with the cx gang last friday.. was hit with a blow earlier in the day.. so wasn't really in the mood for fun that night.. but then again, things in life cannot be controlled.. and probably things that happen in life made and form the pessimism in me..

and then on sat.. finally met up with my brother!! and before that ailing and i went to get him a cap..yap.. that's the cap we bought for him..

we had a super big size burger and it's a super thick one.. 4 of us shared it.. and i can't finish my portion..
at night was another gathering at mr neo's place.. met the 2 lovely ladies..
mr neo's place is like k box.. fabulous sound system.. a super wide variety of mtvs and movies.. and you should see wad technology has done to his ktv system..


btw, here are more pics of the class during theory class..

well, during these boring times.. i obviously wasn't concentrating as well.. friday was like kinda a 'butterfly stomach' day.. from the time i was up.. till the time i heard the news.. till the time i got ailing's msg.. till the time sch ends.. till the free time before meeting the cx gang.. i think even till now.. i'm kinda like half-hearted in the things i do.. not that i dun like the things i do, but more of i dun have the concentration to do so..

forget it.. it's just a prank from god above..