你说你要飞翔的自由
这不过是一个借口
我也会接受
曾经牵着你的手 还有什么要求
我只要躲在你背后
总有一天 我会成为你最好的朋友
无理取闹也会忍受
心在痛 泪眼倒流
我不懂你的心 还要守到最后
就算爱情厌旧 从指缝溜走 擦破我双手
你不懂我的心
有时候真的好累想不再回头
放开所有
可惜我一直没办法留 却也没办法走
想找一个理由 好让我转身就走
为什么这个时候才发现我愈恨你愈难受
我不懂你的心 还要守到最后
就算拥抱变旧 温度已不够
我一样温柔
你不懂我的心 尝试过一千遍写下很多理由
决定放手
可惜我一直没办法了 却也没办法走
i'm just a gal, who wants love, from friends and family. if i may be a bit more greedy, from someone who can love me too.
Friday, July 31, 2009
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
been invited to 08's class gathering.. A whole new set of emotions overwhelmed me... Seeing them united, and even closer after clifton's death.. Seeing them so determined to meet regularly, keeping the 08's spirit up...
I'm honoured to have been invited to be part of this occasion, and to witness one and all.. How friends can actually stay as friends as long as they want to.. And how couples appear to be ever so sweet to others... Really envy this group of people, cos the prime time has past, and I dun think I'll ever get a chance to find a group of friends like them and be part of them...
For once, I felt that I din belong there... I felt that I was spoiling the 'Class' thing... When they played the video, I teared. I've seen this class get together, for birthdays, for chalets, for funeral, for almost everything.
Time just seem to pass too fast.. I realise I haven done a lot of things.. Like have a primary sch friend whose my good friend now, have a group of gals who will stick to one another like the girls in sex in the city.. Like to hang on to things I want instead of letting them slip out of my hand...
All the things I haven done, made me really envy of these people with a smile as they watch the video.. Cos, I suddenly realise I live life once... And time dun turn back for no one.. And I've lost my chance...
But anyway, it's been a night of emotions..
I'm honoured to have been invited to be part of this occasion, and to witness one and all.. How friends can actually stay as friends as long as they want to.. And how couples appear to be ever so sweet to others... Really envy this group of people, cos the prime time has past, and I dun think I'll ever get a chance to find a group of friends like them and be part of them...
For once, I felt that I din belong there... I felt that I was spoiling the 'Class' thing... When they played the video, I teared. I've seen this class get together, for birthdays, for chalets, for funeral, for almost everything.
Time just seem to pass too fast.. I realise I haven done a lot of things.. Like have a primary sch friend whose my good friend now, have a group of gals who will stick to one another like the girls in sex in the city.. Like to hang on to things I want instead of letting them slip out of my hand...
All the things I haven done, made me really envy of these people with a smile as they watch the video.. Cos, I suddenly realise I live life once... And time dun turn back for no one.. And I've lost my chance...
But anyway, it's been a night of emotions..
Sunday, July 19, 2009
so many songs can describe my feelings... and yet i can describe my feelings using my own words..
probably i'm just loss or words...
after this 3 days off.. i'll be working non-stop for 2 weeks, perth and back, no break, dubai istanbul and back, no break, brisbane and back... then one day break before i'm going off to beijing again...
i guess i haven worked so hard for so long... or i should say, i'm just focusing on doing my projects, studying for exams, and working like no one's business.. yeah.. no one's business..
probably i'm just loss or words...
after this 3 days off.. i'll be working non-stop for 2 weeks, perth and back, no break, dubai istanbul and back, no break, brisbane and back... then one day break before i'm going off to beijing again...
i guess i haven worked so hard for so long... or i should say, i'm just focusing on doing my projects, studying for exams, and working like no one's business.. yeah.. no one's business..
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