today .. Marks the end of things... The feeling's just Damn weird.. Cos, it's not ending on a bad note like how it usually does.. And I'm still loving all that I'm doing and all that I've loved..

I dunno how to get used to this new change.. Not the change of absence and presence, but the change of statues, change of lifestyle, change of conversation openings, change of thoughts... One change lead to many, and I'm really not ready for this...

I tried so hard to salvage, but to no avail... I dun have a choice, and I've come to realise rhat that's nothing much I can do about it... How am I suppose to behave and be myself again?? I really wonder..

People say it's just a phase of life.. And I'll get over it with time.. It may be true' but I'm quite certain, the time for me will not be short.. Cos in my heart, the place has already been taken up... Deeply embedded, and almost impossible to get it off my heart..

Dear friends, pls dun ask to much about wad I've shared here.. Cos it's really tough for me to share the process all over again.. Just know, I'll be fine.. But not now... Maybe I will be fine in a month's time or two? I'm not sure..

The tme spent has been a wondeful one, and I will always treasure it... Definitely unforgetable and I just feel very sad about this...

Friends.. Best friends.. Chance? I'm not sure if I'm given one.. Is this the easy way out? does this means I've not been determined and have not perservered enough? I'm not sure too...

I've kinda 'beg' for things to not turn out this way... But I was turned down, turned away, and ultimately rejected..

thinking of u always... This will never change. And I'm certain about it...

Dun forget me ok? Cos i will miss u, and still love u...