I've been feeling really down the past few weeks. Guess the bulk of the emotions came from my expectations towards my friends, especially those important ones. Wadever they do or not do affects me a lot.

But then one day, someone told me: "ur friends come n go maybe cos they can't handle ur emoness. Ur emoness will ruin their night."

That really hit me, hard. He's right. I spoil everyone's night when I emo. I bore people, n that's something that I've always been conscious of. So I decided to change, for the better of course. I'll never emo in front of others anymore. These friends are too precious to me. I cannot afford to scare them away w my emotions.

And the 1st step to that, to take things in my stride. Wadever comes along, just accept it. No point sulking over issues n not doing anything about it if u can. If u can't do anything about it, then just accept it. It's just life. It may suck. But that's just it. Life sucks, 90% of the time. At least for my life.

came across this phrase above and agree with it totally... a lot of times people say, things changes overtime... feelings, habits, likes and dislikes, but more often than not, people themselves are the ones that cause all these changes. sad to say, nothing ever stays the same. people grow, be it for the better or worse. feelings change, be it stronger, or faded away. wad i like to eat now, i may not like it in 10 yrs time. however, wad has happened in the past will always be memories in our heart.. and that will never change no matter what happens. the person u love 5 yrs ago may not be the person u love now, but u'll always remember u had a great time w this person u once loved, and u had loved him so much once in ur life...

so, my friends, no matter what happens, u'll always be in my heart forever.. even if one day i met with an accident, lost my memory, i believe deep in my heart, u have a place. you'll always be my friend, always be my baby.



ALWAYS BE MY BABY

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine
Now you wanna be free
So I'll let you fly
'Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die

[Chorus:]
You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Boy don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling 'cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on and on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling 'cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave boy
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably
You'll be back again
'Cause you know in your heart babe
Our love will never end

[Chorus]

I know that you'll be back boy
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder
I know that you'll be right back baby
Oh baby believe me it's only a matter of time

[Chorus]

Another short getaway... Going back to KL, but this time for leehom's concert and not forgetting all the good food! Guess these little things that made me look forward to help to perk me up n spice up my life a little. This time it'll be a little different though, instead of the regular 5star coach that I always take to KL, we're gonna go by flight! Turns out it's actually cheaper than the coach, if u travel at the certain timing...

Gonna have an R&R trip this weekend... 3D2N, long awaited trip, not cos of the destination, but a lot more on the company. :)