end of my first assignment... two days of standing for 6 hours straight, with smiles on my face, not know if it's real or fake. clearly not as easy as it seems. first day was tougher, as i didnt know wad to expect. but today was a lot better. i guess the standing part and non stop talking was tiring, but wad makes it tougher is being in the eyes of the public, having every move and inch watched by people around me.

it was a pleasant surprise to be able to work hand in hand w amanda. finally, after 8 years, we are working together again. have always been in the same company, but never a chance to work together. remind me of the good old cx days.

wad was comforting, was that liyan came to visit on the first day, and alvin came today after his flight. touched. sometimes, just little actions from my close ones can bring some warmth to me.

however much tired i am, it has been really a great experience, being able to represent the company, be the face of the icon, and i guess that is the satisfaction from this. these two days i meet lots of people of different races and nationality. it is just different from those that i meet at work. these ppl are planning for holidays, while those i encounter at work are on a holiday. the excitement of the kids, the negativity of some of them, some amazed w wad we have to offer... all the different reaction to this, just proves that everyone has their own background, different people comes from all walks of life.

hoping i will be given more of such opportunities... for more and bigger exposure, for better things, or person, to come my way. 

At this very moment, T should be Getting ready to fetch his bride. Out of all the guys I've dated, 3 are married. Out of the 3, think T is the one that Really got me thinking, why isn't the bride me. Not that I have deep feelings for him, But more of being compatible in terms of character, that allow us to be each other's companion. I think Maybe That's more important for me at this stage of my life, finding the guy whom I dun hate, who loves me enough for me to live the rest of my life With. 

Till the moment before He left his house to fetch his bride, He was still chatting w me... when I'm all the way in Frankfurt. I Dunno if what I'm feeling is right, But I guess It's gonna be a 心中的遗憾 for him. He doesn't seem to be excited about his wedding, nor does He seem to be looking forward to this need phase of life w his wife to be. 

Frankfurt Really is a place that brings back a lot of memory. When I was dating N, we Skype all day and msg each other all day.... smiles on my face, basking in his love. When I'm dating T, He changed his duty to come to Frankfurt w me.. we went to Heidelberg for a day's trip... it was So refreshing, having someone close to me on my work trip. And now I'm in Frankfurt, reminiscing the good times w him, while He's in Singapore, Getting married. 

Irony of life isn't it. But all is good. I'm Happy for him. And for me. loneliness reset, But It's not something I'm not used to Anyway. 

祝你幸福。