never imagine myself to blog here again. but yap. here i am.

this has been a dead blog for so long, i guess no one's reading this anymore.

i'm doing good, with a degree, and an AMORE package, and single.

we've been apart for 319 days as of today, and not in contact. currently, i'm not sad that it's over. i'm just sad that he doesn't contact me anymore, and i lost a friend. i thought only couples who ended the relationship badly will stop all contacts, but why is it so for me?

been doing a lot of self reflection lately, and i realise that no one will pity me even if i continue dwelling on the past. probably took me a little too long to realise that isn't it?

this has been a huge knot in my heart, cos i feel that it has not been totally resolved, since he's not really talking to me. but, i'm really fine. just not as jovial as i was when i was with him. that's all.