taken for granted, yet again.

wad jaccent said made lots of sense, and geist's hug made me feel a lot better. friends like these, hard to find.

all i wanted was a hug, that's all. so hard to ask for?

it's 246am. and i gotta be up by 6am for training. wad i was i doing at a mando club at 11pm? i really dunno now. all in effort to support a very important friend. that's all. and got chided by myself for being so stupid: knowingly that i'll not be entertained by that very important friend, but yet foolishly pushing all appointments away and rushing down to support.

a hug. that's all i ask for every time.