"吃醋是因为我喜欢你，生气是因为我在乎你，发呆是因为我想你，伤心只是因为我不想失去你。是不是等我 离开了，你才会感动？如果真的到了那样的一天，我还是希望你有一点点的难过，一点点的失落，一点点的 想我，只要有一点点关于我的记忆就好，真的只要一点点就好。"

was going through my documents in my comp, and came across this doc called "unspoken thoughts". opened it, and realized it was a document that has all my thoughts penned down whenever i was feeling down, a few months back.

the phrase above was one of my many thoughts... and looking back, though it felt bitter at that point of time, it somehow puts a smile on my face. i guess the smile means, i'm glad i had that memory.