2 months away from blogging... now i'm back...

have been really busy prepping for my performance for a song writing competition, attending nail care lessons, attending courses offered by my company.. busy till i have no time to rest, busy till i have no me time.

but that's good in a way i guess.. having things to occupy my time... enriching my life...

wad impacted me the most was last night. people who said they'll come and support me didn't come. instead, my mom came. i was surprised when my dad told me to get 3 tickets instead of 2. having my brother and dad to come and support me, i was already very very touched. and when i heard that my mom was coming, it made me even more nervous, but yet, i had the drive to wanna perform my best to show her and make her proud of me.

she is one special mom that has never step foot onto any of my schools before. other than my graduation from SIA training school, she's never attended any of my meet-the-parent sessions, or any of my graduations. so when i heard she was coming to support me, i was really touched. the feeling i had was more than words can say.

maybe my sis's wedding really brought my family closer than ever. everyone will make effort to meet more regularly for meals, my mom made effort to go for a chinese musical which is so not her style, just so it can be a family thing. and she made effort to come watch me perform on stage. it means a lot. but it's saddening that my brother is leaving in 2 days time for states for 4 years, and i am unable to send him off cos i'll be flying off again tmr.

only consoling thing, i'll be flying to LA to find my brother and mom next week... and hopefully every month in future... cos i'll really really miss my little brother.. missing him already.