It was Really Quite a quiet birthday for me this year. No big gatherings w cakes and candles, or loud singing and clapping to the Happy birthday song. The only big one was from peien, her custom made cake for me. Must have been my luck to have her as a friend.

This month has been good. Flights, and crew, and pax. Even friends. You know, sometimes Wad get to you is the kind of friends who piss u off or upset you. I didn't get that from anyone this month.

Some good news, I'm the top 1% of the group in terms of work performance, which is a huge achievement for me. on top of that, I'm asked to do special task by the company, Which I feel, is an honour. Some may feel It's extra work which can be quite superficial, But to me, it's a sign that I'm being noticed, and That's Wad I've been working towards to this coming year for the promotion. Of course I'm going to prepare for this leap With an Open mind, and not expecting too much from it.

Good things will come the way of those who think positively. True that? I believe and Hope it does. 

a few more days to my 28th birthday. honestly speaking, birthday is just another day to me now. there isn't really much to look forward to, except all the gatherings that seem to all happen within the birthday month. really appreciate all who still make the effort to remember my birthday, and to celebrate with me.

i've been inactive on my blog for a year or so. this past yr, has been kind of a emotional rollercoaster ride for me. went for my promotion interview, didn't get it. met a guy whom i thought may be the one for me, didn't get him either. went to myanmar for a volunteer trip, went to sydney for a family trip, brought my mom to frankfurt to meet my brother.

this year, i haven't achieved anything yet. i'm still single, the guy i used to date is getting married next week, the guy i met last yr whom i thought i may have a chance with, is getting married next month.

guess the only good thing i can think of, was that my first love got back in touch with me. i was really surprised to receive his msg, and that he wanna catch up. all these years, we have never really been in contact except for that one time when i bumped into him in brisbane. my friends all ask, any chance of reconciliation? i guess, at this point of time, i'm just happy to have him back in my life, even as a friend.

and currently a very important friend of mine is going through relationship problems... just hope he will be strong and tide through this.