Thursday, March 10, 2005

it's coming to the end of the semester.. today is the last thursday of the semester.. feeling kinda sad that all this is coming to the end..

thinking back on the times we spent the first semester, the holidays, the second semester, and now, you are going on to year 2s.

it's a good thing that we are all moving.. but i'll definitely miss the times with everyone, esp the year 2s who are going on their SIP next semester, plus we will be at sentosa, this batch of people will just be confined to each other...

has been going out with yixiu, nelson and shaidah a few times these 2 weeks. be it a meal, accompanying them at the lab, those are the times that will really cherish the friendship i have with them. was feeling a little down tonight while playing pool with them. with the background songs and all, i guess i was trying to get this moment instilled in my memory, and make it a never fading one. tonight might be the last time we go out together this semester, enjoying ourselves, shooting ice at each other, making fun of each other, singing together.

one thing for sure, whenever i feel lonely or bored, i know that they are there for me.. not that others are not, but the comfortable feeling with them is stronger...

DnD will go on as usual, with the instalment plan for the Year 1s to help them with the financial part.. please do support.. have a lot of disappointment in people.. i really cannot understand why they feel that way, so if u know what i'm talking about, please enlighten me..

the belongingness in the family is not there anymore.. i try my best to leave the house early, come home late, so that i'll be able to avoid her.. i've been tolerating, and i believe that by avoiding her i can lead my own life peacefully, without much interference from her.. perhaps she's going thru menopause... i dunno.. wadeva it is, i'll just keep my mouth shut and hopefully, it will please her...

cheers.. =)

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