Don't Go Away by Oasis

Cold and frosty morning there's not a lot to say
About the things caught in my mind
And as the day was dawning my plane flew away
With all the things caught in my mind

I don't wanna be there when you're ...
Coming down
I don't wanna be there when you hit the ground

So dont go away, say what you say
Say that you'll stay
Forever and a day ... In the time of my life
Cos I need more time, yes I need more time just to make things right

Damn my situation and the games I have to play
With all the things caught in my mind
Damn my education I can't find the words to say
With all the things caught in my mind

Me and you whats going on?
All we seem to know is how to show
The feelings that are wrong

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you meet that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.


hmm... quite true... not totally... but majority...

"Most people don't marry the loves of their lives. You marry for compatibility; for friendship. It may not be a kind of relationship where you can read each others minds, but its comfortable, like a familiar warm spot on your favorite chair. That's just another kind of love, one that doesn't burn itself out, one that lasts in the real world."

"Songs of the Humpback Whale" - Jodi Picoult


so is it true? one that will last in the real world? the love of my life... compatibility... not reading each other's minds.. comfortable... love... all so familiar...

i'm scared.

" most men lie to make themselves feel better... most women lie to make others feel better.."

is it true? if it is, i admit. i lie. very often in fact.

i'm sorry.

i'm just trying to make everyone happy..

honestly, i dunno how to explain the feeling i'm experiencing now..

fear of losing...

fear of going back to the starting line..

fear of being alone again..

fear of facing reality.

facing the truth and wad's gonna come is really wad i fear most.

"If you don't know what you like doing, maybe you stopped listening to yourself years ago. Many of us became different people in order to please everyone else."

got this from somewhere i've read, and i find it very relevant to me, and many people around me..

singapore is too commercialised... not a place i can go to take in some fresh air and relax... and clear my mind and sort things out...

always end up at home, alone, and the stuffy area is not of any help in brightening up my mood.

despite all that has happened and all that will happen, i've learnt to think positive... and hopefully, this positivity will help tide me through all that i will go through in future..

finally had the chance and the mood to sit down at my desk... sort out the photos that has been accumulated in my camera.. and blogged about some of the happenings in my life for the past 2 months...

firstly, i'm proud to be a blood donor!! haa... happened just last saturday..

yeah... purple dumbbell with purple bandage... dear just had to make me do that... haa...

earlier in march... met up with my taiwan gang... had lunch... window shop a bit... and ended up at candy's shop at suntec...

and then at night was emo night at ai qing hai... with ailing, hao and jingmin came and join us... the light above looked like full moon doesn't it... hee..

ok.... then it was my short holiday to shanghai... main purpose is to meet my dear there....

look at the building in gold!! looks like a piece of gold bar!

met jackie chan... in wax...

and check out the superb english translation on the menu of this restaurant...

cool isn't it... haa...

and... ppl in china in the past will wear their pj out on the street.. as it signify wealth... din know the tradition exists till now...

one of those k session w drey...

and my LAX trip... and my 2 khakis for the flt....

tobias and jennifer...

yummy japanese udon in sizzling curry!!

headed towards the beach... wonderful wonderful weather... not too cold.. not too hot...

macho man with a lil odd body shape.. hee..

check out the cute lil boy!!

one of the restaurant at the beach has this really majestic signboard....

my long long long break starts after my exams... and my best friend finally met my darling boyfriend...

fantastic shot from dear...

dearest of all...

best of all...