steamboat session at yin san's house to early celebrate her birthday as she will not be in singapore then.. and then the ppl played uno stacko, snake and ladder, and twister.. 
it's dinnertime!!
the affinity between arthur and i.. since sec 3.. haha.
it's twister time!! (raudah, jonathan, yin san and arthur)
happy super early birthday yin san!!
as i have promised earlier.. here's the picture of our attempt at the potato salad.. ta da!!
one big pot of potato salad.. yummy..
went to TAS for the beach party.. the music was good.. didn't try the food though. too angry and upset to do anything else. really have the urge to just leave everything as it is and dun bother about anything at all. i am making an effort to make things go well, but seems like non is appreciating the effort. it's all right really, but i just dun like it when ppl dun respect me. come on, i also have feelings okie. forget it.
anything that's on my mind is regarding someone that's close to my heart. i'm quite sad to know that my words are not as convincing as others, i'm upset my words weight lesser than others and she listen to them, i'm sad to know i'm not the first person to get the latest news from the person, i am jealous that others know more about the happenings of this person than me. perhaps it has always been a one-sided affair. perhaps i'm looking too deep into the matter. perhaps, it's just me.
no matter how close i try to be with a person, i can nv maintain the relationship.. at least it has nv been till now, and i think if i were to regret about something in life, that is not having a truly close friend that shares the happenings of our lives with each other.. having a friend as the first person you would like to share your happiness and problems with. having observed the 'one-sided affair', i sudden feel lonely, feeling lost without anyone to really turn to and talk.
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