Thursday, November 22, 2007

got called up for mnl turn today.. but before that i was still out till late..

last min decision to go town for k session with bel.. before heading to ming's place to visit him..

and here's a pic of the elephant's knee.. haha..dinner with mom and friend at ecp.. then went over to aunt's place to borrow car.. and then to safra tampines to meet my long time no see YGM colleagues!! man.. really miss them!! think i haven seen them for.. about 1.5 yrs??!! played pool.. short time together but i'm really elated to have such friendship sustaining even till now..
gotta wake up early to send the elephant to the clinic tmr.. ta.

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

back from london yesterday.. but first.. let me share about the happenings before my london trip..

KL turn on tues.. then on wed met pam and mich for lunch at chinatown.. before that, i had late breakfast with my family at our favourite bah kut teh at tanjong pagar.. love it.. then mom dropped us 3 at vivo before we went our separate ways...and then mich and i went to k at k-ster.. before making our way to raffles place to look for ailing.. met up with some of the htm ppl from first batch till now.. at the alumni gathering.. rather awkward.. cos all the happening lecturers were not around, and our batch ppl were just in our own corner.. in the end we left early, waited quite a while for the cab (cos of the new law bout taxis in CBD), and had our dinner at TM's fish and co... quite a mix of company.. but hey, we are all from HTM...

london on thursday, flt up was super light and v nice to work.. cos the pax were all happy... and so were we.. temperature according to captain was about 4 degrees.. and i dun need to make effort to achieve my cheap chill!! haha.. so cool to see the vapour from ur mouth whenever we talk.. dinner after checked in at this restaurant called bugis street.. and yes.. it sells singapore food. not that fantastic though. of course. nothing beats having singapore food in singapore...

the warm fireplace in the hotel.. it's real fire..

2nd day.. brunch at this hkg restaurant that the crew always goes.. walked all the way there.. having to pass through this superbly pretty park.. love the view and the feel there.. had the famous duck rice there.. and trust me. it is really nice..

the big bus of london!!according to shirley.. it's an artistic take..queen victoria!!
policewomen..
the iconic london phone booth..
after brunch is shopping time!! went to primark and H&M.. not really a shopping person, so just got myself a 15 pound worth topcoat.. can keep warm, just that it's 3/4 sleeve.. went to sightsee on my own.. took the tube (=MRT) on my own and it's the first time i'm on my own when i'm in overseas... nice feeling, not having to entertain anyone.. visited the big ben, london eye, and the disappointing london bridge.. pictures were taken about 3 plus, but the sun was already setting..cam-whoring in the tube.. alone..
the big ben is too tall..
but i manage to capture it with my good cam whoring skills!!
and here's the london eye.. the one featured on fantastic 4.. familiar??
and here's the disappointing london bridge..
mamma mia was my next stop.. went to watch with 2 other crew.. simple props.. but love the songs.. and i just love the whole musical feel.. 2nd musical i've watched..
by night, the temperature went down to minus 2 and i was like trembling.. cold.. but my crew were v nice.. bought wine and chips over to my room after i came back and with their company, i was not lonely for that night..

3rd day was standby day.. so after briefing we took a london cab (first time!!) to the same hkg restaurant for lunch.. told u it was nice.. and the london cab we see in singapore is really the london cab.. cool.. shopped a bit at marks and spencer and then back to hotel.. although it's standby day, the crew were damn daring.. drinking wine in my room!! chilled from about 3 plus till 9 plus at night..
back on the 4th day and touched down on the 5th day.. flt back.. full flt, and i had to work with ppl who wasn't putting in as much effort as the rest of the crew were.. my god. never ending call lights.. and walked till my feet got blisters.. and mind u, i was in sandals. didn't really get to have my meals onboard.. and in short, i was picked on and targeted throughout the flt, with never ending things to do even after landing. period.

rested in the afternoon before meeting tat ming and ailing for dinner.. ailing got emo and of course, i was affected.. but i cannot show it, one emo is better than 2 right.. watched game plan.. lovely show.. at some parts of the movie the lead reminds me of kai.. haha.. maybe cos of his build and actions..

received a msg from mich in the afternoon telling me she's going to beijing that night with her parents for her dad's condition, not knowing exactly when she'll be back.. wanted to send her off but she insisted that i shouldn't.. she called when she was in the transit.. and i cried when i got her call.. i guess i got phobia of close ones leaving me.. and plus the tinge of emo in me.. i just can't control it..

went to hard rock cafe to look for my london crew.. it was kumar's night.. very clubby.. and i conclude, i dun like that kinda place.. to chill is okie.. but then again, it might be a good thing that i dun like clubbing..

reached home about 3am.. and today, the day started off early.. picked sis, did marketing, and met bel at mac to satisfy our breakfast craving since perhaps a month ago.. and then went to CGH.. ming did his knee ops today and we went over to surprise him, and to give him moral support as well.. dun know why but i just felt like being there for him.. we were there in time to see him for 1 or 2 mins before he go for his ops.. and bel and i waited for about 3 hrs before he came back.. with a super big bandage on his knee.. to think he can bear the pain to go down to smoke. best. dunno wad else i can say or do.. got him this brick game thing to keep him entertained.. glad to see that he's okie.. he's discharged, resting at home, and i'm just praying he'll know how to take care of his wound and not overstrain his wadever muscle..

with those glasses.. do i look like my cousin?? haha..
i feel touched that someone is sharing her troubles with me.. i mean, thank you for trusting me. i've always wanted to share ur burden, but i dunno how to go about doing so..

listening to jay's new album.. he's sad songs.. the lyrics, the voice.. emo.. emo..

Thursday, November 15, 2007

going off to london later today.. 14 hrs flt.. wish me luck for the flt and with the crew..

more updates of my off days when i come back ya?

cheers.

back on mon.. if all goes well.

Monday, November 12, 2007

back from johannesburg on sat morning.. and chatted on the phone with ailing.. haha.. weird timing for a chat i know, but i love the feeling of chatting with my best friend.. without hiding anything from her.. love u gal...

flew with my sis's team leading couple.. really nice ppl.. long flt, short rest period, but somehow i seemed to work really hard for this flt..

stayed in this area called emperor's palace.. and it's really like a palace.. having to go through a guard house..

rest.. and went out for dinner with sophia and salleh at ocean's basket... this place is v similar to fish and co.. and apparently it is the origin of fish and co.. huge portion.. fantastic food.. and lovely company..

walked around the place.. see the casino, the 'palace'.. and went back to rest.. GMT +2.. so can't sleep, as usual..

watched stardust with the two of them there.. fantasy show.. but interesting..
back from johannesburg.. then met taiwan gang and tat at waraku.. to celebrate zifu and hao's birthday..

then went over to sylvie's place to play overnight mahjong with shao, his friend, and sylvie's sis.. got tat to tag along..

played for 11hrs.. 11pm to 10am.. wow.. but got winning.. haha.. went back to rest for a while.. then met audrey, bel, limin and tat for k.. got emo that day while singing.. dunno why but thought about my dad and my grandma.. sigh.. super tired but still enjoyed my time with every one that i'm in contact with.. thanks guys..

received a msg from my brother that shocked me.. finally, he's showing his feelings, his sadness make me feel so much for him.. i dunno how to console him.. so did something for him..

going for KL turn tmr.. wish me luck with good crew..

wish to dedicate this song to ailing, my best friend.. though it's early cos i'm not attached, but pls know my stand when i do..

不能跟情人说的话

有时候对一个人那么用心
却还是搞不清楚他的逻辑

谈恋爱谁没演过一点戏
装没事装忘记装小心翼翼

有时候和一个人那么亲密
却还是忍不住想保护自己

谁恋爱不曾藏一点秘密
留防备留回忆留心情

谢谢你总是陪我分享
不能跟情人说的话
我反反复复你也从不笑我
老是骂他却又离不开他

谢谢你总是替我收藏
不想跟情人说的话
我胡思乱想你一直握着我手
让我释放然后慢慢宽广

别人都说我很坚强
只有你劝我别逞强
爱是漂亮却不完美的天堂
旧了总有需要修补的地方

my blood brother ordered pizza.. and when reading the cc details to the operator.. he said "B for Bee.." haha.. when i heard it.. i was like laughing.. real loud.. then my mom made fun of him.. saying even she also know should say B for bangkok.. haha... then she say.. “just like Z for new zealand.." yet another joke.. haha...

i'm enjoying the night in with my family.. having pizza.. and talking.. chatting.. about everything under the sun.. love my family..

Tuesday, November 06, 2007

met ailing for lunch just now.. first day at work, hope she's getting used to it.. thought of giving her a bit of encouragement with my presence..

got called up for johannesburg later.. 230am flt. damn.

long flt.. 10 hrs.. to south africa.. having to leave my family behind.. i really hate the feeling.. i thought i tided over the feeling of emptiness.. but somehow it's back.. i hate to say this but i can't seem to take it anymore.. i feeling like giving up everything and going back to my normal life.. but circumstances forcing me to stay on.

there's nothing positive for me to look forward to.. living aimlessly in life. hate it.

have been thinking of studying these days.. now i really miss sch life.. but with such working hours, i can't seem to start on my studies as of now. which means. i'm really stuck.

Monday, November 05, 2007

got called up for shanghai last sat.. 2nd time there.. this time weather was fine, but was colder than the 1st time i was there..

as usual, massage, and then went to have steamboat for dinner with my crew jeannie.. we kinda over ordered.. thinking the small assorted meat was small.. but it turned out to be about the same size as the pot itself..

chatted quite a bit with jeannie.. very nice lady.. my sis's age and also flying for about 3 yrs.. she's like an elder sister to me.. sharing with me her relationship problems.. and i am really glad that she trust me with her problems..

got the sudden urge to k.. and so we went to 钱柜, the shanghai version of k box. think it originated from taiwan. cos i went to one in taiwan.. probably cos it was a sat night.. and it was happy hour.. we waited for about half an hour for our room.. but in the meantime we got a sample of ballys!! haha..

got the room.. and ordered the special for the night.. 6 cans of beer for 48 rmb.. in sin dollars, 6 cans for less than 9 bucks.. i would say.. cheap.. din finish my 3 cans though.. but knowing myself, i can get high even without the alcohol.. haha..

flt got delayed on the way back.. and so we ordered room service and shared.. hainanese chicken rice for 20 sin dollars!! well.. it's sheraton.. was the youngest on the flt and the crew kept calling me YP (young pax) or UM(unaccompanied minor). haha.. well, just enjoy it while i can..

before the flt.. went out for k session with amanda on thursday.. haven k with her for a long long time.. and of course.. we challenged ourselves with duets.. bravo.. my best k partner so far..

in the midst of our singing.. we manage to get through sistic.. and got ourselves 2 tix to jay chou's concert!! i'm so excited about it!! just hope i dun get rostered for any flt then.. if not..

had dinner with linda, jingmin, jiahui, emilyn n amanda.. all the T08 ppl and i kinda feel abit out.. but they were all nice ppl.. so it was still alright.. made a new friend though.. haha..

on the way to dinnerplace.. saw jay chou in orchard road and took a pic with him!! haha..
not real.. but at least it's jay chou... haha.. cheap thrill huh..

attended my brother's graduation ceremony on fri with my parents.. really envy him.. thinking back, the only time my family member attended any graduation or sch event of mine was poly... even for enrolment into sec sch, ppl had their parents, i had my brother with me.. and he was only 9 then?? well.. probably that's the difference btw son and daughter.. and the cons of being the middle child..

feelings aside, the graduation ceremony was quite grand i thought.. educators came in in robes.. they had speech from headmaster.. the music made me feel as though i'm in harry potter's hogward sch.. all the speech and the awards.. made me think of the times i spent in tkg.. almost brought tears to my eyes.. not cos i'm sad.. but i'm just touched by all the happenings..
congrats tat!! moving on to another phase of life.. all the best to u..

had dinner with ailing today and realise i haven met her for the past 1.5 week.. surprised ming on the road.. haha.. he was going back to camp.. short catch up session.. but it least i help brighten up his mood.. (i hope i did.. )

activated for Johannesburg on wed morning.. meaning i gotta get ready on tuesday night.. xian..

wish me luck ppl..

btw.. 6th is javin's birthday.. so wishing JAVIN SINGH a very merry HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!