back from johannesburg on sat morning.. and chatted on the phone with ailing.. haha.. weird timing for a chat i know, but i love the feeling of chatting with my best friend.. without hiding anything from her.. love u gal...

flew with my sis's team leading couple.. really nice ppl.. long flt, short rest period, but somehow i seemed to work really hard for this flt..

stayed in this area called emperor's palace.. and it's really like a palace.. having to go through a guard house..

rest.. and went out for dinner with sophia and salleh at ocean's basket... this place is v similar to fish and co.. and apparently it is the origin of fish and co.. huge portion.. fantastic food.. and lovely company..

walked around the place.. see the casino, the 'palace'.. and went back to rest.. GMT +2.. so can't sleep, as usual..

watched stardust with the two of them there.. fantasy show.. but interesting..
back from johannesburg.. then met taiwan gang and tat at waraku.. to celebrate zifu and hao's birthday..

then went over to sylvie's place to play overnight mahjong with shao, his friend, and sylvie's sis.. got tat to tag along..

played for 11hrs.. 11pm to 10am.. wow.. but got winning.. haha.. went back to rest for a while.. then met audrey, bel, limin and tat for k.. got emo that day while singing.. dunno why but thought about my dad and my grandma.. sigh.. super tired but still enjoyed my time with every one that i'm in contact with.. thanks guys..

received a msg from my brother that shocked me.. finally, he's showing his feelings, his sadness make me feel so much for him.. i dunno how to console him.. so did something for him..

going for KL turn tmr.. wish me luck with good crew..

wish to dedicate this song to ailing, my best friend.. though it's early cos i'm not attached, but pls know my stand when i do..

不能跟情人说的话

有时候对一个人那么用心
却还是搞不清楚他的逻辑

谈恋爱谁没演过一点戏
装没事装忘记装小心翼翼

有时候和一个人那么亲密
却还是忍不住想保护自己

谁恋爱不曾藏一点秘密
留防备留回忆留心情

谢谢你总是陪我分享
不能跟情人说的话
我反反复复你也从不笑我
老是骂他却又离不开他

谢谢你总是替我收藏
不想跟情人说的话
我胡思乱想你一直握着我手
让我释放然后慢慢宽广

别人都说我很坚强
只有你劝我别逞强
爱是漂亮却不完美的天堂

旧了总有需要修补的地方

my blood brother ordered pizza.. and when reading the cc details to the operator.. he said "B for Bee.." haha.. when i heard it.. i was like laughing.. real loud.. then my mom made fun of him.. saying even she also know should say B for bangkok.. haha... then she say.. “just like Z for new zealand.." yet another joke.. haha...

i'm enjoying the night in with my family.. having pizza.. and talking.. chatting.. about everything under the sun.. love my family..