had the movies under the stars on friday.. the dark clouds were threatening us before the show.. and then it drizzled, so everyone had to move to the lt for the 1st movie "50 first dates". went to sat at the amphitheatre with xiu wen in the rain.. caught a bit of cold.. then went back to the lt.. watch a bit.. dunno what's going on.. went out.. ate cup noodles.. move everything back to the amphitheatre after the sky was cleared.. watched love actually.. had a good laugh...
BCS excel test.. got 14.5/15.. first time get so high.. but, it's just a stupid test.. so what's the point.. worked at OG people's park on sat and sun... was sooo boring... lucky on sunday glen and melvin came down and find me.. was so touched by that.. came down to have lunch with me.. so nice to have known them.. hardly ever get to meet friends like them..
'nua' at the sports complex before going for the interview for the changi youth ambassador.. in grps of 6... think i did okie.. hope can be a CYA.. read a testimonial that wanshi wrote to me.. she actually remembers me.. i actually made an impact in her life.. when i read that testimonial, i cried.. i nv expect people to remember me after i leave TKGS.. i nv expect people to remember a small huiyi that was once in 4e9, in the choir... din study much...
met mich and van at the airport to study today.. moved from mac to BK.. nice to have friends like that.. to be able to study together.. and chat about anything under the sun.. just realise that.. hey, i've got friends after all... everytime i daze when studying, it's because i want to remember that very moment.. when we were sitting where we were, just enjoying each other's presence.. was worried if i was extra.. just like in pri sch.. then chat in msn.. they wanted me to go sch do something.. so joked up some excuses to not make me go their house.. then, realise that, this same incident actually happened before in pri 6.. me being pushed around by people whom i dunno whether to call friends or not.. the unwanted feeling came back.. and that incident cause me to change.. really change.. it's not about the decision made, it's about how i make the decision.. it's tough.. really tough.. was kinda crying like at.. 1 plus in the middle of the night?? stupid me.. no wonder people dun like me.. cos i'm a stupid gal.. literally.. i'm trying to change.. trying to.. and hopefully i did.. god, bless all of whom i call friends.. bless my family.. bless me.. cos.. i'm sneezing again... this song playing goes out to all my TB050 friends, esp alvin lau, alvin chai, grace, jen peng, alison, liza, jelena.. u guys really made me feel important.. although it might be tough at times.. i manage to pull through.. with the help of u guys.. thanx so much... nv thought that we'd have gone through so much in just 3+ months.. also.. not forgetting my IG friends.. karin, avril, crystal, gavin, michelle and yi xiu.. thanx for being there.. last but not least, van, u are one special one.. grateful to all that has made a difference in my life.. thank you all.. thank you..

Remember Me This Way

Every now and then
we find a special friend
Who never lets us down
Who understands it all
Reaches out each time you fall
You're the best friend that I've found
I know you can't stay
But a part of you will never ever go away
Your heart will stay

I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
That life will just be kind
To such a gentle mind
If you lose your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way

I don't need eyes to see
The love you bring to me
No matter where I go
And I know that you'll be there
For ever more a part of me you're everywhere
I'll always care

I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
That life will just be kind
To such a gentle mind
If you lose your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way

And I'll be right behind your shoulder watching you
I'll be standing by your side in all you do
And I won't ever leave as long as you believe
You just believe...

CHorus:I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
That life will just be kind
To such a gentle mind
And if you lose your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way