what's wrong with me today?? woke up with a killing headache.. had online discussion for tmtpt at home.. then met sarah and crystal at tm mac for lunch.. had a good chit chat before rushing to sch for project.. for some reason or another, i was the only stupid one waiting for everybody at the secret garden when everyone else was in the library.. and i stupidly waited from 230 to 330.. idiot right? din called them to ask as liza said she might be late.. then YQ also.. and i remember that i did mention about meeting at secret garden.. then going into the lab at a later part of the meeting.. then only cyn appeared.. if she hadn't called the rest.. i think it'll just be cyn and i.. so stupid.. feel so shit.. and irritated.. and quite pissed.. dunno why.. sort of dread going for meeting nowadays.. is it just me?? hope things will change... left meeting early for IG meeting.. is in the games comm for the IG retreat with gavin, avril and crystal... i like the combi.. lolx.. everyone at the IG meeting said i looked pale and tired and shagged... the killing headache was still around even in the evening... almost fell on the stairs on the LT while doing my duty.. twice... boon, crystal, gavin, avril and others were like asking if i was ok and stuff.. was really touched by their concern.. think no one has ever treated me with such care and concern.. making sure that i dun fall, or miss my steps, or even stepping in the puddle of water.. making sure that i'm ok almost every 15 mins... was so touched that i actually teared in the bus, thinking about the day.. was quite blur bout everything they talked about... maybe it's my headache.. it's like pounding in my head... went for dinner opp sch with sarah, crystal, boon, avril, karin, leigh, gavin, and fagan joining us at a later time.. it was such a heart warming dinner.. everyone sitting together.. all making sure that i can reach my food.. it's like a big family.. so nice... love blossomed.. (all the best!!) almost got into a car accident.. was crossing the road when i was horned by a car.. which i din even notice.. the road was clear.. dunno where did the car appear from also.. close shave..