day 48..

just came back from malaysia.. nothing much la.. one of the exciting thing is that i got to speed!!! haha.. dad allowed me to drive in malaysia, and when the both of them were asleep, the speed went up to 150km/h!! cool feeling man...

went genting... then went to ipoh to look for father's old friend who owns a farm.. we ate A LOT.. cos the friend's daughter is pregnant.. and feels hungry every one or two hours.. so everytime we she feels hungry, we will have another meal.. omg...

we went to visit this cave.. called "ji le dong"..

this is the family of my dad's old friend..

dad and mom...

oh, btw, i sneaked into the casino in genting.. tried my luck at the jackpot.. but.. hmm.. guess u'd have already known the outcome huh..

but through this trip.. there has been a lot of enlightenment.. this pregnant lady when for this buddhism thing.. in chinese is called "xin ling gou tong".. direct translation: heart communication.. the monk told her that we are actually able to remember things from our previous lives..

she asked about why she always feel a pain in her back.. she looked back.. and she saw herself falling from a horse while fighting in a war in the olden days... back then, she was a soldier..

and she asked why she's so particular about cleanliness.. then she saw herself in the english days.. in a big palace... and she always orders her maid around to clean the house.. and the interesting thing is.. her father back then, is now my father!!! and she said the father she saw was angmoh looking.. but can tell that he's my father.. and her current father was her gardener's son in those days.. i thought it was amazing.. how such things can actually happen.. as in.. how amazing.. someone can actually looked back at her previous lives.. perhaps that's why my dad got to know her dad..

she also saw herself and her mom being mother and daughter for about 2 to 3 lives.. fate huh..

also, the monk mentioned that when ppl mention go to hell, they actually recarnate to be human again.. therefore, the earth is also hell.. because when u talk about hell.. u'll imagine people who are limbless.. blinded.. tortured.. starving.. bad weather.. evil ppl.. all the above mentioned, don't u realise that they actually exist on the earth too? interesting.. really interesting..

so much of enlightenment.. now that i'm back, i'm actually more conscious of my habits.. as well as my attitude towards certain things..

today's work is really a refreshing one.. partly because i've been off from work for the past 5 days.. it's also nice to see my colleagues again.. however nv get to see my close colleagues.. hmm..

dad's going back tmr.. sad...