it has been one year, ever since i cleaned the main door of the house. and it brings back memories of the whole family cleaning the whole house. me working with pa, helping him with the towels.. but this year.. it's only the four of us, cleaning each area on every other separate days..

for the past weeks, project research and work and IG has kept me busy.. and that's good.. it keeps me away from thoughts...

if you even realise, i've changed after the talk. i laugh more and smile more. if that's what u mean, i've done it.