the rate of my heartbeat has been fluctuating quite badly these few days.. dunno wad's wrong with me and all.. gets irritated and jealous and fed up easily.. perhaps that's why i'm quite moody these days.. with loads of things occupying my mind..

things are piling up, and making me stress.. worsening the bad state of my mind.. i dunno wad to do with things.. it's not like i can help it so but.. i just need guidance...

looking forward to having luch with jas and karin on thursday.. not very common to be eating with the both of them.. but fresh for a change.. maybe that's wad i need. a change of life..