day 82..

the past two days was like sitting on rollercoaster of emotions.. went to school for classroom session on saturday.. it was like fashion show.. everyone seem to be on their best appearance.. my god.. but it's good that i manage to catch up with many of my friends.. esp the dao nic that always nv talk to me when he see me in sch.. i guess many of you would have know i am going for sia interview tmr.. i dun have high hopes honestly.. but thanks for the support anyway..

went to suntec to meet sha and yixiu for lunch after sch.. went to fish and co and it's really nice to be with people like them.. then mich joined us after lunch, and they went to the arcade while i went to do my preparations for tmr.. by the time i joined them at the arcade, they were already busy with bags of sweets they won from the sweet machine.. and guess wad, by the end of the day, we spent 106 bucks on 5 bags full of sweets and 5 jackpot prizes.. haha..

they were stressed..

over these.. haha..

we had so much sweets that we had to seperate them into bags.. haha..

and at city link i saw my primary school best friend!! WANSHI!!

still as pretty as ever.. haha..

saturday was an okie day.. but sunday was a super down day..

i went for the SIA interview.. and didn't get through.. i was quite surprise that people i though did badly got through and i didn't. but lucky i made a new friend (janice) who was there for the interview as well. both of us didn't get through and i was fortunate to have her around to keep me company as i was really down that i felt like crying. he boyfriend got in though and i am happy for him.. after we left each other, i can't help it but cry while waiting for the train as my mom went on and on on the phone. you wouldn't want to know what she said..

when i reached home, there was no sign of consolation but more work to do.. we had to clean the show rack and all.. but at least my brother is understanding enough. i ask for a comforting hug from him and i kinda cried in his arms.. and he teared too.. i was touched..

to get me away from sadness, i worked my ass off at waraku at night, making myself busier than anyone else. i felt better after that, but the empty feeling is still there. i kinda like lose confidence in myself.. but janice encourage me to try again.. and i will..

and today was morning shift.. everything was fine as usual except my mood, until the bkk flight got delayed and eat into the next flight. so i helped to cover the departure duties for the 430 flight, and ended up working for 12 hours.. not that i am complaining, but sometimes work really does help to get troubles off your mind..

and for the first time i witness the baggage unit and the engineers retriving the container from the plane, opening it up and taking the bag out one by one, searching for the pax's bag.. what happened was this pax came to the gate and said he has a change of plan, so he's not going to hkg anymore. therefore we had to offload his bag from the flight.. and he checked in quite early, so his bag was like at the bottom of the container. we had to check which container his bag is kept in, then get a lot of people to help to transport the bags on top of his out, and then pull his bag out, and then put all the bags back into the container.. imagine if it was raining.. the worst thing was, the pax did not even show any sign of remorse.. wth..

this shows how unappreciative people can get..