day 90..

went to brewerkz with karin, van, michelle and ailing yesterday night.. was caught in a whirl of confusion.. god!! give me some signs!! no.. a sign will do!!

can't get to sleep.. so woke up at about 3.30am.. went through my closet.. took time to do everything nicely.. bunned my hair.. make up.. and i think due to the lack of sleep.. i got a bit high the whole morning trying to keep myself awake..

today's assignment seemed a bit too coincidental.. well, at least it helped me get by the boring morning.. but it adds on my the confusion mind that i already had..

thanks to all who have been giving me advice..