everyone is like making me anticipating something.. and i am really looking forward to something happening.. first time experiencing such feeling.. oh man.. it's hard to stop thinking about it..

today's training was so so.. dozing off during the theory part as usual.. but practicals are always fun..

all of us look like plumbers or painters in this outfit.. haha..

don't we all look great in red??

mood was kinda dampened in the evening.. and it turned worse at night..

kai just called me.. everytime he calls me i feel so touched.. and he always choose the right time to call.. thanks my friend..

i'm having my test tmr and on thursday.. wish my luck!! (i'll study after blogging k??)

btw, here's a picture taken on catherine's birthday..

feeling down..

had my water practical today.. had to go onto the slide raft.. jump into the pool in our uniform.. swim.. and climb up the slide raft from the water.. and the last segment was the most tedious of all..

when jumping down, i hurt my nose.. ouch.. pain.. but should be okie la.. hope so..

then i kinda volunteered to climb up the slide raft on my own.. so that i can help the gals.. more convenient for a gal to pull a gal up right?? esp. when most of the girls are prone to exposing themselves while climbing up.. haha.. so there's where i come it.. pulling them up.. (i'm strong.. haha) and to cover their skirt properly..

tiring day.. and got a lot of thoughts running through my head.. the msn conversation with vantana got me thinking about the future as well.. oh man... mixed feelings..

had a class gathering last night with our instructor.. it's nice to gather as a class, although there're still signs of cliques.. but it's unaviodable.. so.. ya.. pics coming along soon..

and look wad are the things we do in class when we're bored..

and today i met up with ailing, hao, shao, nic, kai, alex and javin.. i love these guys... finally able to meet the guys i miss... they shared with us their NS days and happenings.. and it's really interesting to know about them.. the parting point was quite saddening.. not sure when i'll get away from that lonely feeling..

find this picture familiar??

i had a good time tonight.. and i'm seriously looking forward to the next gathering like this.. miss you guys already..

yesterday was quite an exciting day..

did the slide yesterday.. was kinda scary at first.. cos it's very smooth.. and it's steep.. and when we slide down, it's at a super fast speed.. subsequently, it became fun and challenging as we moved on to sliding down from a standing position..

but one of my batchmate can't seem to overcome the fear of jumping down.. i feel for her when she can't bring herself down.. and i'm worried as well.. but i'm wishing her all the best.. and giving her all the support that i ever can..

today we wore the mask that protect us from the fire.. omg.. i almost can't breathe when we enter the blackout cabin to search for survivors.. but it was very exciting and quite real..

i'm seriously feeling very determined to finish my training and looking forward to my first training flight and solo flight.. it's the first time i had such a strong determination to do something.. everything i get hands on practical.. in my mind.. it's all my dream.. my dream..

today's mood got affected by a few of my friends.. but lucky.. nic and kai called.. and that helped to brighten up the day.. thanks buddies.. miss u guys..

i'm starting a new course today.. and yes.. i graduated first aid with full marks.. yeah..

met up with yi xiu, sha and mich just now.. so nice to see them again.. it like telling me.. hey.. your friends are still around you.. and it's really very comforting to see these people making you laugh and happy when you are having mixed feeling.. standby.. that's a very powerful act..

had dinner.. then went to this place to have dessert..

i was just sharing about how nuts can kill.. and this screw-loose xiu said: i'm hazelnut.. totally off the point but that started the fantastic nuts!! haha.. we got hazelnut, cashew nut, macedamia nut and pistachio nut.. haha.. cool man..

this week's gonna be a busy one.. think only sunday i'm at home?? that's bad.. cos i'll have to brace myself for the nag attack.. damn..

just got back from movies.. fantastic 4.. nice show.. went to watch it with my beloved brother.. who was very sleepy by the end of the day..

but look at me... hehe.. still got energy to smile after a day's work..

AL is starting school soon.. very soon in fact.. and the news seem to come without warning.. i'm really really happy for her.. happy that things are going well for her.. studies, relationship.. and sometimes i just can't help but wonder if i'll ever regret not continuing my studies after poly..

Having said that, i think i'll grow and learn to love my job more and more.. i'll probably just be jealous of my best friend having a higher qualification than me.. that's all.. haha..

today we did scenario role play on first aid.. probably because it wasn't realistic enough, i was lost and not know wad to do when something happened.. quite disappointed with myself actually.. i could have done better.. really..

another one week gone.. and it has been one happening week..

had another one of those last minute meet-up with ailing.. and we went to siglap to chill and catch up with each other... sometimes it's really nice to be able to find a nice spot and just have a good chat.. with good company of course..

and i also had my exams on monday.. and thanks to the revision conducted by my instructor, i got full marks!! haha.. it's a great feeling cos it has been a long time since i scored full marks on paper.. if i'm not wrong it was for chinese spelling in sec 1??!!

and tuesday was kinda like a freedom day for our class.. we dun have to don on formal looking clothes.. and most importantly, the thick makeup is off and clear from my face.. haha... and this will last for about 3 weeks or so.. cool.. u see everyone in polo tee.. and flats.. and hair that is not gelled so neatly that it looks too neat.. haha.. although bun is still a requirement, at least we can still manage with buns with baby hair..

and on thursday we learnt how to do CPR... and seriously, it is not as easy as it may seem. my hands were bruised from the many practices, and that's a lot of things to consider before we do the save.. man.. it's tiring..

after that i rushed to my grandpa's birthday dinner..

that woman is not my grandma.. she's my grandpa's ex secretary cum current lover..

then on friday i we had our CPR test.. and this instructor took over our class for the day.. and was super stuck up.. god.. physically draining our energy.. oh well.. that aside, i went to karaoke with ching!! hehe.. so long nv k already.. and the 2 of us k-ed for 4 hours!!

and then yesterday we early celebrated father's day.. at waraku.. my previous workplace..

now those in there are kai, javin, zifu, nic, jonathan.. and more.. those names mentioned.. most of them called me to update me.. only the dead javin.. haha.. but everytime i hear from them, i get very emotional.. like.. knowing they are far away, serving the nation.. but yet they still remember me, as a friend, as a listening ear.. and i get very touched when i hear they are concern about my training days, so much so, i'll sometimes tear in my sleep.. of course, i'm happy to know that they are coping well..

take care my friends.. i'll be missing u guys everyday..

i got a surprise call from kai yesterday.. it was only the 2nd day of ns and he feels very restricted in there.. feel so worried for him and javin.. but was really touched when i received his call.. cos before he went in i just jokingly say if miss me can call me, and i din really expect him to really call me.. thanks buddy.. that made my day..

today was a super tiring day.. and at times pretty pissed up.. we had the FBMA amazing race.. it was a super challenging, energy draining, and people pissing game.. and the scorching sun wasn't helping at all.

met up with sha for dinner.. and i really enjoy these kinda relaxing, chill out times.. hanging out with close friends and just chatting.. hugs..

my brother from taiwan gang was on tv on tuesday!! i purposely blocked off all appointment to catch him on tv.. so cool to see people i know on tv... and they are the cast of that episode!! wasn't feeling too good that day... but lucky brother gave me a call that helped to brighten up my day..

yesterday everyone in class wore super formal and had super thick makeup.. everything also put 'gao gao'.. and i got praised!! "u look pretty today.." haha.. sounds sarcastic.. but i dun care..


today was another excursion.. we went to the airport and did super a lot of walking.. will post pics of us at the garden soon.. went out with hydi and xianwen to get our pants for the next course.. and i got 2 pairs of different colours!! a bit ex.. but okie la.. 2 for 52.. it was going at half price.. so grab it lo..


javin and kai entered army today.. i can't help but feel sad.. the two friends that nv fail to make me laugh.. i'm already missing them and wondering how are they coping with the life inside.. next week, more will go in.. and then i'll be left alone to entertain myself.. too bad i got work commitment.. if not i'll surely go and send them off..


friday's finally here.. after today, i can't wait for my training flight.. a lot of this to expect and of course, the unexpected will come when i do hands on work.. a little worried but i guess it'll all come and fit in naturally by then.. (hopefully..)

today is the first day of a new course.. and it din really turn out very well.. i tripped and fell towards the road, and hurt my palm.. and then i got an instructor that was so strict with us, i feel like i'm back to primary school.. those days when we feel like going to pee anytime but dun dare to go to the toilet?? that's exactly wad happened to me today.. my god.

first time i see the whole class running back to class to be in class before the end of the break.. all because we were kinda scared by the instructor.. and today was exceptionally tired.. maybe because it's computer based lesson and it's eyes on computer the whole day..

the most ridiculous thing of the day: "i suggest you gals with baby hair.. shave it off.."

guess it's not gonna be easy for the next 5 days..

i officially graduated from my foundation course!! hha.. role play had a bit of hiccups.. forgot a few details.. but oh well.. i passed it all..

yesterday was a super slack day.. cos i went out with taiwan gang and javin on saturday night and came home late.. so i slept all the way till one plus in the afternoon.. not very common of me to sleep in.. but well, i need a break too right?? haha..

i've decided to let go of all my emotions and thoughts.. and start everything all over again..

here are the zouk pics..

met up with the '4850' gang on the 24th.. cos ailing, mich and van from TB048 and i'm from TB050 (our class in htm yr 1)..

on the 25th.. met up with my CX friends.. had dinner cum gathering at waraku.. and we had a lot of fun talking about our own lives.. bitching about the ppl at the airport.. ying and the yang... haha.. and they surprised me with a birthday cake.. officially, the 2nd group of friends to celebrate my birthday for me all my life..

and we did a real pai seh thing.. but i guess it's quite common to me..

before the CX gathering.. my class and i went for an excursion..

love my darling leeli.. =) i'll share more pics of the excursion when i get them from mel..

was suppose to go for a sports meet on sat.. but had fever so i hibernated the whole day in my bed..

and then it was FBMA meeting on sunday.. talked about the details for the upcoming DnD.. and my fellow EXCO sang me a birthday song in the lobby of conrad hotel.. pai seh.. but thanks for the effort guys..

and then the big day for me.. yeah.. my batchmates bought me 3 flavours of swiss roll from the canteen and that was the birthday cake from them to me.. thanks darlings.. i'll upload pics when i get them..

and then my TP friends celebrated my birthday on monday night at fish and co.. and the big eaters were really hungry.. 4 guys ordered 4 seafood patter for 1 each.. and 2 fish and chips to share.. omg..

and then they bought a super duper big cake.. but i really appreciate the effort guys.. 3rd group of friends.. hehe..

after many attempts of trying to take a group pic on our own, we finally gave up and got someone to take a pic for us..

and i found myself 2 bodyguards that night..

don't i look slim in between these two guys?? lovely guys they are.. and i love these bunch of guys that never fails to make my day..

now.. let me bring us back to the past and see how much i've changed.. hehe.. be in for a shock..

2003..

year 2004...

2005..

i can seem to find 2006.. but here's 2007..

enough of the happy mood... has been spending the past few days mugging for today's exams.. even went over to hydi's place on wed, stayover and studied till about 5.. but lucky after all the effort i passed.. it's down to one last role play test on monday.. wish me luck..