thanx sis, for offering to help to get jay chou concert tix.. but now, i'm still in a confused state of mind, whether to save th emoney for other uses or for this cos if i really go, i'll be going alone.. damn.. so shit.. really wanna go, got the chance but have doubts about going... wth...

colleague sylvia treat me to ajisen yesterday.. nice lady... went to support siok at her ice-cream shop too..

something is bothering me.. but, it's so hard to say anything... is it a phase of life that i have to go through? loneliness is the word.. i guess...