wad a day... feeling sick the whole day... already felt feverish in the middle of the night and true enough, temperature was 38.4.. plus throat got problem... sigh.. plus now my face got natural blush.. which is actually the sun burn i got from yesterday's swim.. bored is the word... how i wish school can start as soon as possible.. so that i can make more friends and wun feel like i'm all alone in this world... so that i'll be kept busy and wun have time to think about other things.. now i've to think wad i'm gonna do tml.. staying at home sucks... beginning to have claustrophobia after staying at home for so long and for so many days, so many hours...

somehow.. this period of time seems to be the lowest point of my life.. term was short so din get to interact with my classmates that much, plus holidays is so long.. no close friends or even friends to hang out with.. finding a friend to watch movie or just to have a coffee seem like the most difficult task to deal with currently..

thought of the day: when has things ever go my way??