finally, after close to 2 months, the HE is finally responding to me again.. but only when i behave in a way that i myself dun even understand why...

am i thinking too much? or am i not thinking? i seem to be doubting every single thing i do and action that i make.. i want to do things, but confidence is not coming my way..

seriously, there's no point in ppl looking out for me cos in the first place, it's not worth it. that's it. i'm trying to change. and for goodness sake, give me time. i'll try, and i'm trying. dun push me too hard. i'll collapse, and who knows? maybe right in front of you..