packed. that's the word to describe my life now.. packed with IG events, with work at waraku, with project meetings, with IG meetings, with my homework, with everything. you name it, that's it.

christmas is around the corner and as usual, the christmasy atmosphere is not getting into me.. every year since sec 2 my christmas is spent alone working. before that, it's christmas alone at home while everyone is out. sucky. guess this year is another lonely christmas.. damn, i hate the thought of it.. but.. i'm getting so used to it that i might forget christmas on the years to come.. gosh.. that's scary..

going through POM notes.. 'wad's your mission statement? wad's your goal?' i've been thinking about it.. but no ans to the qns...

almost every night if i get to sleep, i'll have the same dream all the time, and that is someone jumping down a building.. vision was blur.. couldn't see the person's face, but the person was wearing my TKGS green uniform... green and the red(blood).. does it matches well for christmas?? sucks.