i think the question that's asked most often is "are u ok?" and most of the time the answer to that question will be yes. but how often do we really mean it when we say yes?? for me, it's almost never true when i say i'm ok.. cos if i am, there's no need for people to ask me that question at all...

but of course, the question will always pop out out of concern.. and i appreciate the gesture from the people who ask this question.. likewise, i'll do the same for anyone around me...

i guess sometimes it may be better if i draw myself out from everything... and take a break. i've been so busy my whole life trying to make everyone around me happy... so busy being a giver, i forgotten how is it like to receive.


DISGUISE

Have you ever felt some kind of emptiness inside
You will never measure up, to those people you
Must be strong, can't show them that you're weak
Have you ever told someone something
That's far from the truth
Let them know that you're okay
Just to make them stop
All the wondering, and questions they may have

I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come

Have you ever seen your face,
In a mirror there's a smile
But inside you're just a mess,
You feel far from good
Need to hide, 'cos they'd never understand
Have you ever had this wish, of being
Somewhere else
To let go of your disguise, all your worries too
And from that moment, then you see things clear

I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come

Are you waiting for the day
When your pain will disappear
When you know that it's not true
What they say about you
You could not care less about the things
Surrounding you
Ignoring all the voices from the walls

I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come
I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come

Still we don't know what's yet to come
Still we don't know what's yet to come