is it normal for people to say one thing and mean another? to seemingly be ok with things, but in fact it pains them deep down in their heart.. it happens to me most of the time... and it seems as though everyone is playing mind games with everyone else.. saying things they dun mean, seeing how the other party will respond and react to it.. i get that a lot, from passengers, from the people close to me, and to people i just met too... it's sad that people cannot seem to be brave enough to face the truth and express how they really feel honestly.

recently a few of my friends randomly text me and said hi, asking how am i doing.. these friends are people that i dun meet up with, but somehow once in a while i'll still be missed by them... and it feels really nice to know that somewhere out there there's someone thinking of me.. well, they may have a motive (all of them happen to be guys), but whatever the reason behind the concern, be it genuine or not, to me it's still a form of concern that i really treasure. and it's good to know that, i still have value in the market, i still appeal to people, i still make people miss the times they spent with me.

sometimes it's really not about the no. of people who cares for u, because u know it urself, u want that special someone to care for you, and that's wad matters most to u, isn't it?


Teardrops On My Guitar

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh 'cause it's so damn funny
And I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

[Chorus:]
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky 'cause

[Chorus]

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into.

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.