Sometimes, it just takes a little thing to trigger all the unhappiness that I've kept in my heart.. Not that I've always been unhappy about everything, but when something that upsets me happens again, i'll think of the previous similar case and situation that made me unhappy the last time...

And most of the time, I would not be able to tell the person I'm upset w him or her.. Even when he or she come up to me and ask if I'm ok, I'll still say yes... Guess I really gotta learn how to say no.. Sometimes I really hate myself for being too nice to people.. And hate myself for allowing myself to get taken advantage of by people.

When I dun say anything, it doesn't mean I'm ok with everything. I'm just trying to make things easy for everyone.. But it's just sad that people dun get it.


你不懂我的心

你说你要飞翔的自由
只不过是一个藉口
我也会接受

曾经牵着你的手
还要甚麼要求
我只要退在你背后

终有一天我会成为你最好的朋友
无理取闹也会忍受
心在痛眼泪倒流

我不懂你的心 还要守到最后
就算爱情厌旧 从指缝溜走
擦破我双手

你不懂我的心 有时候真的好累想不再回头
放开所有 可惜我一直没办法留
却也没办法走

曾经牵着你的手 还要甚麼要求
我只要退在你背后

终有一天我会成为你最好的朋友
无理取闹也会忍受
心在痛眼泪倒流

想找一个理由 好让我转身就走
为甚麼这个时候才发现我愈恨你愈难受

我不懂你的心 还要守到最后
就算拥抱变旧 温度已不够
我一样温柔

你不懂我的心 尝试过一千遍写下很多理由
决定放手 可惜我
一直没办法留 却也没办法走