it somehow seems like it's meant to be... for me to forever be the peripheral figure in everyone else's life... my confidence took a sudden dip after i came back from LA.. feeling lousy about myself, feeling so self-conscious of myself, feeling so inferior about myself... it seems harder for me to come out of my shell, and shine like the rest of the gals around me...

i think love really does wonders... it least for me, it can pull me out of the emo cave i've been living in... and it can make me feel beautiful... though it may also cause hurt and bring tears, but all the good of it has far far superseded the bad of love.. that's why i can, need, and have to hold on to this love. it's the only thing that helps keep me going... i dun wanna go back to the days without love... days are harder to get by, and everything seems less optimal to me...

when i was younger, someone asked: "wad do u wanna be when u grow up?" and i answered: "i wanna be someone significant, and i will be able to make a difference to the world with my presence.." and now i realize, my dream still stays the same... except that, the world i'm referring to, is someone's world, someone's heart.


一样爱着你

不怕末日 因为我有你
你给我的 不计较原因
我一直相信 笑容不需要练习
忘不了你 慌张的表情
像舍不得 消失的流星
我无法相信 你把我留在原地
找着等着 我想你 想得彻底
就让我 痛着喊着用力哭泣
我还是一样的爱着你
不管多少人劝我放弃
有时候我会哼起回忆
这是你可以 给我的勇气
我还是一样的爱着你
等待的幸福更不需要怀疑
我知道我可以 一直这样爱你

忘不了你 慌张的表情
像舍不得 消失的流星
我无法相信 你把我留在原地
找着等着 我想你 想得彻底
就让我 痛着喊着用力哭泣
我还是一样的爱着你
不管多少人劝我放弃
有时候我会哼起回忆
这是你可以 给我的勇气
我还是一样的爱着你
等待的幸福更不需要怀疑
我知道我可以 一直这样爱你

回到过去 是你 牵着我 保护我
是你一直爱着我

有时候我会哼起回忆
这是你可以 给我的勇气
我还是一样的爱着你
等待的幸福更不需要怀疑
我知道我可以 一直这样爱你
我永远都愿意 一直这样爱你


always.. for u baby.